Archive for April, 2008

Date: April 30th, 2008
Cate: Blog

四月的最后一天

今天是四月的最后一天了,明天就是五月一号,我既高兴又紧张,高兴是因为明天就 放假了,三天的时间可以好好的休息一下,紧张是因为她。我确实是个胆小鬼,这么久了也没和她联系,我想我是不敢和她联系,我还是不敢和她见面。为什么不 敢?不就是普通的小学同学吗? 答案我也不清楚,我老是不清楚自己脑袋里在想些什么,也许我真的应该看看心理医生了。明天我会去吗?我也不敢肯定,她当时也只是说的也许,到时看情况再 说。我想我是不敢主动邀请她的,如果她不邀请我,也许明天我会一个人悄悄地去,但只是到她们校园看看风景,再一个人悄悄地回来,或者还可以去看看我在她们 学校的高中同学。呵呵!我是一个彻底的胆小鬼,这也许是我最大的弱点,我也知道,但就是不敢,我害怕的是什么?我还是不知道,好痛苦!

收 到杏子姐的邮件,感觉有些突然,又有些愧疚,我已经很久没给她写信了,以前老是抱怨别人不给我回信,才发现原来我也把别人忽略了。下午或者明天赶快给她回 信吧,只是要怎么跟她说呢?说我把她忘了?太伤她的心了;说我和她无话可说,所以没有写信的必要?呜呜~~更伤心;或者说我很忙,没时间写信?我讨厌这样 的借口,既虚伪又老套。唉!真的不知道该怎么说。

Date: April 30th, 2008
Cate: Blog

再次忧郁

仿佛已经有了规律,每隔一段时间就要伤心忧郁一次,不是因为遇见了什么伤心的事,只是心里莫名其妙的就感到烦恼、压抑,然后开始伤心了。不过今天我似乎知道自己为什么而烦恼了,是因为那些莫名其妙的爱慕。我想我是个特别容易动情的人,所以才总会产生那些有时甚至自己都没有意识到的爱慕之情,整天想着别人会怎么看我,其实可能对方根本就没有注意到我。

伤心烦恼的时候我喜欢找一个没有人的地方散步,今天中午没有回宿舍,一个人到了河边,坐在柳树下的椅子上发呆,思考那些烦人的问题,也许是前天在 chocoate的博客上看到的那些歌词给了我提示吧,才意识我所经历的只不过是一些”little crush”,或者说是”青春期的小冲动”,不管是什么,我不过是自寻烦恼,也许过几天那种感觉就会自己慢慢消失,我也用不着再为此烦恼。

看见路边的银杏树已经枝繁叶茂,不禁去摘了几片银杏叶。以前爱在银杏叶上写上喜欢的诗句或者画上画儿,然后夹在书里当作书签,后来大部分都被同学要走了,最 后一张最珍贵的也寄给了一位我喜欢的电台主持人了(^^好幼稚)。寻觅了很久,今天终于又有银杏叶可以让我写画了。下午的电路分析课上,没有听老师讲那些 天书,开始在我的银杏叶上进行”艺术创作”,戴望舒的诗是我的最爱,和一些感人的歌词,还有我的个性签名,写上日期,夹在笔记本里,就做成了最”自然”的 书签,时间越久它们就会越珍贵,如果我以前的那些没有送人的话,现在应该有四、五年了吧。唉!有些后悔了,希望它们没有被新主人扔掉。

上午的情绪似乎已经没有了,我也不知道自己是否真的说服了自己,反正到晚上时情绪基本恢复正常了,也许再过几天又会再次忧郁,但这也没什么不好,忧郁的时候 我倾向于思考更多的问题,尤其是情感上的,只要不得忧郁症,我想,适当的忧郁是有益身心健康的。哈哈!怪异的理论,不过对我确实适用。

Date: April 28th, 2008
Cate: Blog

你了解我吗?

纯粹为了好玩,测试一下吧,看看有没有人了解我。
http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/1651731

Date: April 28th, 2008
Cate: Blog

了解自己

做这些小测试,纯粹是为了好玩,不过也可以发现一些连自己都没有意识到的性格特征。


Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life.

You are very giving of yourself. And it’s hard for you to let go of relationships.

The purpose of your life: showing love to other people

Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah

Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

蓝色是我最喜欢的颜色


Your EQ is 140

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you’re unafraid of the world and its challenges.

You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses – as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don’t respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.

But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

呵呵!第一次做EQ测试,IQ 100,不知道准不准。


You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you’re not a girl, you’re very feminine.

You’re in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.

A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you’re up and the next you’re down.

But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

不会吧?虽然有时候觉得自己不够男子汉,但是也没有这么“Girlish”吧?


What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are calm and rational person with a good deal of balance in your life.

Friends consider you to be kind, caring, and truly loyal.

You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games.

Open to the world, you are not afraid to be yourself.

If you don’t get enough sleep, you are: Able to cope

It’s hard to sleep next to you because: You’re a bed hog

不明白睡觉的姿势和这些有什么关系。


Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP)

Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.

Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving.


Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful

You are very intuitive and ingenious. You’re attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules.

You Should Study:

Art

Art history

Architecture

Comparative religions

Eastern religion

Education

Music

Philosophy

我真的后悔读了理科。


Your Brain’s Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.

You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.

People may say you’re hard to read, but that’s because you’re so internally focused.

But when you do share what you’re thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

“想象力远比知识重要,知识是有限的,想象力却可以环绕世界”————爱因斯坦


Your Gluttony Quotient: 32%

You have a pretty good relationship with food – you enjoy it, but you don’t go overboard.

You’ve struck the perfect balance between gluttony and self control.

比较准确,我一般对食物没多大要求,但是不爱吃蔬菜。^^


Your Thinking is Abstract and Sequential

You like to do research and collect lots of information.

The more facts you have, the easier it is for you to learn.

You need to figure things out for yourself and consider all possibilities.

You tend to become an expert in the subjects that you study.

It’s difficult for you to work with people who know less than you do.

You aren’t a very patient teacher, and you don’t like convincing people that you’re right.


You Are 80% Psychic

You are so very psychic.

But you already predicted that, didn’t you?

You have “the gift” – and you use it daily to connect with others.

You’re very tapped into the world around you…

Just make sure to use your powers for good!


Your Sensitivity Score: 73%

You are a highly sensitive person. Pretty much everything effects you.

You are tuned into the vibe around you, and someone’s bad mood can bring you down.

But you also easily share in someone’s joy – whether you know them or not.

我不觉得自己有这么“神经质”。


You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don’t need love to be content.

Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you’ve been single for a while.

But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You’re life is too good to settle for anything!

可能是因为一直都是单身,还没有尝试过恋爱的滋味。


You Act Like You Are 19 Years Old

You are a teenager at heart. You don’t quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don’t feel like a kid.

You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

You’re quite rebellious, and you don’t like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.

You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.

嗯!19岁,还真准确。


Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You’ve got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks.

You can close your eyes and “see” images. You have innate artistic talent.

An eye for color and shapes, you’re also a natural designer.

Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstrations help you learn best.

You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

如果我的Spatial Intelligence真的很好的话,那为什么我的空间解析几何还那么差?


You Are 45% Left Brained, 55% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.

Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.

If you’re left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.

Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.

Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.

If you’re right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.

Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

比较平衡。但我的math and communication 都很差,应该右脑在多一点吧。


You’re Kind of Stupid

You got 6/10 questions right!

There’s some things most people know… except for you.

哈哈!我承认!

Date: April 27th, 2008
Cate: Blog

The Neverending Story

昨天晚上看了一部电影,”The Neverending Story”。小男孩Bastian得到了一本叫做”The Neverending Story”的书,开始躲在学校的陈列室里阅读,书里描述了一个叫”Fantasia”的魔幻世界,正被一种神秘力的量”The Nothing”吞噬,只有女皇知道平如何拯救Fantasia,但女皇得了重病,需要派Atreyu去寻找拯救女皇的药,于是Atreyu开始了一段惊险的征程,直到最后时刻Atreyu才知道原来整个Fantasia就是人类大脑中幻想的世界,当人类开始失去想象力的时候,Fantasia就开始被”The Nothing”吞噬,留下虚无的空间,什么也没有,而拯救Fantasia的办法就是要一个人类小孩给女皇取一个新的名字。正读着这个故事的 Bastian渐渐明白书中那个人类小孩就是他自己,在最后关头,他冲向窗口大声喊出了女皇的新名字”Moonchild”,Fantasia得救了。

虽然结尾有些牵强,但整个故事的构思和想要传达的思想我很喜欢。每个人在大脑中都有一个用想象力建造的奇幻世界,随着我们渐渐丢掉想象力,变得越来越现实时,这个奇幻世界就慢慢的消失了,留下的只是一片”Nothing”。 电影的名字”The Neverending Story”也很有深意,有种说不出的感觉,反正很喜欢,还有电影的主题歌,应该也叫”The Neverending Story”吧,听了之后真的有一种像Atreyu那样在想象的世界骑着幸运龙飞驰的感觉。^^

图书馆有两间”集体视听室”,其实就是小型电影院,甚至比电影院还好,上午放教育节目,下午和晚上就放电影,以前没课时就爱去那看电影,没放电影时也可以吹吹空调。昨天晚上没事又去了,刚开始看见那些粗糙的画面觉得可笑,后来知道这是1983根据一本小说改编的老电影,画面虽然不华丽,却可以给人很多思考。